??wHat insiDe oF me??

Have you ever been failed by someone who’s so important?? Do you know how it hurts??

The pain has been exploding inside but still you have to keep it untold and pretend that you’re not hurting at all??

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Making people see that your strong enough. That your not that weak. Mask of anger is the only thing you can show them.

Its hard to accept that your expectations and your plans been gone that easily. And no one helped you to keep on holding to those things. That you fought without anyone beside you.

Your wishing to pull back again the time and try not to happen what happened.

It hurts it really hurts…

June 25th, 2008 at 6:32 am | Comments & Trackbacks (1) | Permalink

        Feelings Of Love

by Dee

I have feelings of love for the guy I see.
Does he love me too, what does he think of me?

I wish I could tell him he makes me whole, but I’m afraid to say
what’s deep in my soul.

I don’t want to lose him, for I would be alone,
and some days I just can’t wait to hear his voice on the phone.

He does certain things to make me feel loved,
some days he wants to be alone and my heart is shoved.

I want to feel as though I am his safeguard,
the one he can come to when things get hard.

I will always be there to help him along,
and before we met I wasn’t as strong.

I wish I could tell him what I feel inside,
but I’m afraid of what he’ll say, how he’ll act on the outside.

July 15th, 2005 at 10:48 pm | Comments Off | Permalink